Thursday, May 27, 2010

Why is Love so Confusing?

Cesario Cesario Cesario. I can never get tired of hearing the sound of his name. It makes my tingle with happiness inside. Ohh isn’t he so dreamy and amazing just like an angel? And OMG! He doesn’t opt for getting into quarrels for no reason. Some may find this unmanly, but I find this refreshing and part of a gentle side he contains that is so comforting, and that I am so in love with! over But WHY is he pushing me away? Am I doing something wrong? Am I not pretty enough? Are my tactics and expressiveness of my feelings towards him not subtle enough? This makes me confused. I AM Olivia! The woman that EVERYONE wants to be with. Or at least it seemed so until Cesario came around. I have told him countless times how I feel towards him, and I have given him couple tokens of my love to show him my passion. How come only I feel the connection between us? Its like magic. And there is this spark about him that just catches my heart and I never want to let go of. I feel as though me and him are so alike. He is one of the only men I have ever met that seems to actually understand me, which is great! I have been going through a rough patch lately, more like for seven years, but anyways, having a man who can relate and who knows similarly what I am going through is the best person to have around. But WHY does this love seem to only be a one way road, rather that two way street??? Huh? WHY? It annoys me how much he pursues me to unleash my love and feelings for Orsino. What more can I do for CESARIO to be the one to unleash his true love for me? To get him to feel the same magic I feel? I do not know what to do. Usually I get guys by solely looking the way I do, which is beautiful. But now that that is not enough...I am stuck. For the first time I say this, I actually need YOUR help to get this hunk to be all mine! I know one of these days it will be Mr. and Mrs. Cesario and Olivia, I can just see it!!! Oooh it makes me glisten with joy just thinking about it. But first I have to accomplish step one, getting him to realize and claim his true love and passion for me. But I do ask, please help me make this happen. Got any helpful tips???




His name may not be Stephen, but this video explains my story through song. And oh my did Taylor take almost the exact words out of my mouth and put them into this song. I guess great minds think alike!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-w0Z4EYXYFI&feature=related

1 comment:

  1. I hate to break it to you fair cruelty but I am not the one for you. I like somebody else but I know somebody who is in love with you maybe you should try giving him a chance. Olivia, give up now before you cause yourself more harm and pain because I will NEVER love you.
    -Cesario

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